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Thursday, May 21, 2009

 
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I feel like such a kid.
Well, a really weird, grown-up kid.
So, since I don't have anything to do, I've been watching movies I haven't gotten to see because of school.
So far, I've watched Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian, Spiderwick Chronicles, and Inkheart. They're all based on books I've read before (except for the Spiderwick Chronicles. I have a feeling I'm not going to though.) when I was younger. Like, middle school-young.
I'd so much prefer watching such movies (like Harry Potter) rather than, say, a comedy (like Pineapple Express). Haha. Also, I watched Letters from Iwo Jima. That was such a sad movie. So, it's either kiddie-action/adventure movies, or historical war films. I'm such a nerd.

I don't even know why I'm blogging about this. Maybe I'm just that bored. Summer's here, school's out. No more high school. I guess there's a bittersweet feeling, but I don't really care. It'll hit me sooner or later.

So, I've had this blog for about, four years. This thing's documented so much of my high school experience. I'll probably continue in college (maybe), but I'm just saying, this is like a life marker, thing. Sometimes when I have nothing to do, I read back over my blogs, and I feel weird. haha. I can't really explain that feeling, but it's like I'll never have it again; sometimes I'm glad, sometimes I'm not. There are regrets, mistakes, and memorable experiences. I feel that it's documenting a change that has all lead to the today's me. Maybe I feel that I haven't changed, but maybe you've seen that I have. In any case, I'm happy with the me that's been shaped. I still want the writing skills I used to have back, though. Just like my piano skills, which are at the moment, nonexistent (okay, I can play like, 3 songs but that's it.)
I'm not going to say I can't wait for anything, because I can. I'm excited for college, but I still want summer to be as slow as possible. I want a long two months before I have to start a new life with new people, new places, new routines. I want to treasure this routine more than anything right now. All of high school has built up to this: it's my peak, and I'm gonna enjoy the ride down the slope.
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yeah, I don't feel anything about the whole high school being completely over just yet. I kinda feel bad for it, but it'll hit sooner or later like you said. I should go back and watch the rest of boys over flowers and other dramas lol. I remember the times when I used to do nothing but watch dramas and movies all day every day and into the crazy hours of the night. now I just feel restless, like I should be out doing something else. but alas, no car, no friends to hang out with equals complete and total boredom >_<
Posted 5/22/2009 2:28 PM by midsummerdays09 - reply

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Same here. It hasn't hit me yet. If it doesn't hit me at graduation, it probably won't hit me til i get in my dorm room.
hehe. we're gonna make this summer awesome. =]
Posted 5/22/2009 8:49 PM by xorangecrush88x - reply


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