| | Sometimes I don't get myself.
I don't see why I'm far from sleeping when there's nothing to do when I'm online.
I don't see how I'm going to succeed as a graphic designer/artist when everything I make is hit or miss-- there's nothing in between. I don't draw in my sketchbook; I don't even sketch. I make it, or I don't. And more often than not, I don't. The things I do make, are pretty good (if I say so myself). I know there's always room for improvement, for getting better at what I do. Except, practice doesn't make perfect for me. Well, I don't really actually practice, either. Maybe that's my problem. I just make things, I don't try, I don't experiment. All my artwork is what it is, it was a first attempt, no mess-ups, no screwed-up-start-overs.
I don't see how I've gone this long doing art the way I do, because it definitely will not be that way in art school/college. I'm trying to practice, draw in my sketchbook (after I found and got the dust off of it), but there's just no creativity. That's another factor that's seriously important in what I do-- I never had inspiration, and what if I never get any inspiration anymore? I thrive on that; I need it like I need air.
Haha, more ramblings. Maybe I'll continue this another time.
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| | Posted 7/12/2009 3:15 AM - 34 Views - 8 eProps - 4 comments
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